..demi masa, lintas sehala, yang berlalu takkan berulang..

should i write the blog in pink pen??…..yes.

jgn bagi tau sapa2 na, chek x p kerja hari sabtu…shuuuuuuuu. chek p mana? p sentul park wif all pinkish ladies, berkacamata, tinggi rendah, putih+sawo+cerah+gelap+sepet+bulat etc…just to celebrate the bachelorette party of my fren, who is getting married about a month from now.

and thanks to miss ainol for providing the accomodation even all the misses was not staying there..but to all the bachelor ‘pink’ ladies, spending time with u all guy’s was a very interesting moment since we past the ’studio’s day- the most exciting moment in our life’.

so..i’m hoping to see u all guys, x kira lah ada actvt cem ni, bila2 lagi. and not to forget our memories to gather…sampai ketemu lagi, daa…!

hahahaa…lets starts wif sumthing that can makes u happy..

feel terrible this wik, mungkin it is becoz of kesedihan menyelubungi en henry dalam sidang akhbar bersama pihak arsenal, time kalah ari tu…uhhh..lama dah tu.

penat gak lah..ke hulu, ke hiliaq..p site..tapi gaji banyak tu gak..yg duk kat pulau, ‘terpulau’ tu, byk plak gajinyer…yg duduk merayap…pi meeting selalu nih..ciput plak baginyer..kejer x lah byk mana…

dunno wat to write, actually. tapi sebab dah lama tak blogging, tu saja nak pekena skit. oh ya…i just fin my ‘torrent so called activities’ downloding my heroes series. but then it was being stopped a while becoz of american idol, maybe?

ya.. lately listened to Mika, the one that i paste into my profile page. Happy gak lah rasa dengar that song..oh by the way, i had download the whole album too..best la jugak..

ke..need to proceed sum job..c ya next time..
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FASTBALL - Out of My Head

Sometimes I feel
Like I am
drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility
However it may roll

Give it a spin
See if you can somehow factor in
You know theres
always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say

Was I
out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind

I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don’t matter
what I say only what I do
Never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet
but I finally woke up
If you’re sad than it’s time you woke up too

:: this song was dedicated to me by a very close friend, where is she now?? ::

i dunt really remember what is ‘us buk’ actually. some arabic word that usually used like…fil us buk ana akhruju fil madarasah…blah nd blah nd blah…

ada hobi baru skrg…sjk pandai mendownlod torrent nih…dah sampai 9 siri ugly betty dah aku downlod..thnks buddy..jasa mu di kenang…(tak terhingga byknya…dan selainnya). last nite went to the dvd store that me n my hubby use to go every time he came back from ‘the planet of the apes’..(ey x baik duh!) macam2 lah!..hahah, guess what?? dah ada jual dvd betty, sampai episode 12..siiut jer!! nasib baik x de Heroes..sah2 aku beli..kalu pun x dak duit.

boring sebenarnya ek…dah lama tak tulis blog. bit bz with unhappy works that i must finish by the end of last wik. but, came to work…downloading torrent so call the biggest predetor in my work for the time being lah! supposed to go for a wedding…my lecturer wedding, but becoz of no ‘pitih’ in my pocket, so i cant follow cik lilah n hubby as i planned with her last wik.. dah lama x berjalan2…balik2 jln sg buloh-k.sgor jer…macam nak lepak somwhere lah malam nih…

nothing to do today, unless my buddys want to go to the gym.. i felt tired all day long, from woke up until arrived to the office. ate maggi for lunch..kesian, gaji lambat…advance 300…nasib lah…yess..ini malam kita pegi lari2..

luv to rite sumthing about last nite meeting with old frens from primary skool. but yet, it is all abaout hatred, jelousy, and some kind of ‘busuk hati’ feelings and devils work. senang cerita, thats all are god works and we are the person to tak the challange. if we lose, and try again, we’ll win. we will never lose in these evil job, but the winning time will came, sometime cepat, and sometimes lambat jer..work and think wisely. biar org buat kita, jgn kita buat orang…walaupun peluang nak balas balik pada org yg menganiaya kita tu terbuka luas, tapi…we must remember that we are Muslim, is not good to fight amoung Muslim…even all Muslims love to Dengki mendengki dan musuh memusuhi (for me that is MElayu)…biarkan jer…redha je apa yg berlaku…tak tahan, cerita lah pada sesapa yg sudi mendengar dan memahami…tapi..hanya kepada org yg boleh dipercayai…ingat tu selalu.

well..thats all that i can say. enjoy life today coz tomorrow is a brand new day, tak sama macam semalam, kalau berulang, itu hanya kebetulan…

adiou, chiow!

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In My Place - Coldplay

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn’t change
I was lost, oh yeah

I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn’t have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

I was scared, I was scared
Tired and underprepared
But I wait for you

If you go, if you go
Leaving me here on my own
Well I wait for you

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

Please, please, please
Come on and sing to me
To me, me

Come on and sing it out, out, out
Come on and sing it now, now, now
Come on and sing it

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn’t change
I was lost, oh yeah
Oh yeah

buat Tuan Henry,

pingin banget gue, kala ini ketemuk sama tuan? ngapa ya sih…usahkan tidur malam, bangun pagi pun susah banget gue sepanjang minggu ini…asyik sekali nonton nya perlawanan tempoh hari, hingga dibuai mimpi indah nonton perlawanan tuan Henry di emirates stadium, sama teman rapat gue…pastinya perlawanan antara MU…terima kasih ya, kerna menghancurkan semangat para peminat MU dengan gol tuan Henry di menit terakhir itu…sedih sekali tampaknya temen2 gue yang mengharapkan kemenangan tatkala itu.

Tuan Henry yang di kasihi…(alahai!)

sejak menonton perlawanan tuan tempoh hari, ya, gue sememangnya, nggak bisa tidur! (yes…sebab telinga ku sakit banget!)  dan kerna tuan Henry lah aku nggak bisa melepasin peluang melihat gambar2 tuan di internet..

Bisa nggak kita berpacaran? aku pasti, suami nggak bisa marah sama aku, kerna dia tahu aku hanya gila sama tuan henry yg x akan pantas aku miliki…eh tapi…kalau dapat??? cemana?

aku udah kehabisan kata untuk ditulis. pastinya surat yang bakal ku kirimin ini, bisa dibalas tuan Henry, sekiranya ada kelapangan ya…

Semoga sihat dan pantas beraksi di padang..

Salam Sayang..

(Gilak kok aku barangkali???)

just came back from the hospital, got som treatment at my ear, rite ear…hehhe…cut off my cuping, and i’ll be an alien or get the OKU card…y..becoz pkak sikit lah…eh..tak de lah sampai cemtu…

there’s somthing inside my cuping. i felt a week of painful sleep then bit tension while opening the scarf. seems like my ear has been hitted by somthing hard macam bola or else. sikit jer..doktor cakap. sakit beb, sikit pun. swelling and he put a needle to suck the liquid inside the swelling part at my cuping telinga. "next wik, if u still got the your ear swell, come and see us..i’ll cut it off…hahaha…

macam cerita house, aku dok bayangkan, doktor2 ni mai umah, investigate apa yg ada, sampai telinga jadi bengkak cem tu..heheh…tak lah kronik…auta je lebih.

cerita awalnya, malas nak p kerja…tu lah. pi klinik komuniti cheras, di refer plak ker hukm..sah2 lah aku kena masuk sepital pas nih…macam shok plak p sepital..not for dengue anymore lah…seksa!!

so..jg lah telinga baik2. becoz u only have a piece of ear, once it is broke…kena tukar semua..dah tak lawa…hargailah pemberian tuhan….jaga kesihatan..ok.chiow!

agak penat. penghujung tahun 2006 sgt memenatkan. bila agaknya hidup ni tak penat?…bila sampai nyawa di tarik tuhan, mungkin itulah perasaan penat tu berhenti. well, raya haji, pi taiping, bukit merah dan demam. i’m happy becoz we are having a new members in the family, well she is so pretty than i imagine. darah keturunan pahlawan beb..siti nur aisyah…bertuah nyer budak nih. cantik.. tapi aku a bit x seronok lah..sbb, participation of peoples (i mean, mereka2 yg aku rasa tak berapa syok ngan aku kebelakangan ini..) well it seems like they are unhappy with me, and feels like they are back biting…asyik ikut laki dia ke hulu ke hiliaq…x gheti nak bergaui langsung…mcm tu ler perasaanyer…

well then, cuti sekolah pun dah abis, i’m lonely again. it’s hard for me to recover, bcoz, every day came back from work, encik jas was at home and we always betekak pasal that freak betina miang…ntah bila lah dia nak berenti…oh god help me to erase her from my happy life…mcam kodok lah budak ni…menyampah..kodok yg hidup betul2 tu pun aku x menyampah…

bebudak sekolah, jalan jem semula. gaji semakin berkurang…atau disebabkan kerja yang berkurang membuatkan, gaji di potong…? zaman perubahan? ntah bila nak berlaku?…aku cuba cari kijer lain. tapi bunyinya macam lambat nak dapat…takkan selamanya nak jadi cem ni…nak beranak cemana…gaji sikit…nak bayar ptptn pun tah bila…ya Allah, bantu lah hamba mu ini…aku perlukan perubahan…bila rasa nak resign, mcam2 plak jadi..dapat projek best, bos suruh pi buat name kad..(sori ler ter salah type email add..)kena buat company profile…cem macam lagi lah…

dan bila lah internet kat opis tu nak ok semula?…aku dah lama sepi tanpa internet…..

Assalamualaikum..to everybody out there, Selamat hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Bathin. to frens, hope to see another ramadhan next year, and hope our hajat will be blessed, insya Allah.

Raya…tak shok sebab dah tua

Raya… dah kawin???? kena pi umah mertua…(kalau ada beraya kemana2 aku sokong..tapi..raya tahun ni aku…buat ape?? tido depan tv, bawah kipas, depan hall, dikelilingi, adik ipar aku belah kiri, ummi blah kanan atas…suami aku?? layan laystations..)

Raya…kempunan x dpt mkn kuah lodeh sama kuah kacang sama lontong…nak buat??? x reti….kesimpulan: x reti masak!!)

Raya…banyak duit habis, x dapat gaji, gaji kena potong (unpaid leave)…bosan kan??

Raya…beraya dengan suami tercinta, pagi raya yg sempoi dan kelakar..hahahahha….

Raya…tahun depan raya bertiga pulak??? amin!

to all muslim in this world, " Wishing you All the gratest bless from Allah SWT, may our prayer will be graded as precious and valuable".

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN ALMUBARAK.

those ho luvs cats, enjoy this poem.. i’v altered this pic, to try doing sumthing in Adobe Photoshop..so this is the results la.. nice pic of meow!!

What Is A Cat?

Gentle eyes
that see so much,
paws that have
the quiet touch.

Purrs to signal
"all is well"
and show more love
than words can tell.

Graceful movements
touched with pride,
a calming presence
by our side.

A friendship
that will last and grow,
small wonder
why we love them so.

"stobeghi, stobeghi..din dong bell"…wen we fes arrived at de stobeghi farm, the most ting appeared in my hed was ma fren, cik lilah stobeghi. we used to sang our stobeghi song, like sesame’s street, elmo and fren in de studio during break time. went to cameron highland was the most ‘happening’ actvt last wik. xcuse from ma bos from saturday work, me and my mother in law go cuti2 wit her sspian form 2 to Cameron. wat da…never been der??semua tempat dalam mesia aku dah travel (xsep sabah..) cameron highland is the most places yg aku nak pi. kalu setakat tgk pokok stobeghi tu..x berapa heran lah kot..sebab dah penah tgk dulu.sayangnya x masuk p petik sendiri.

i dun hv many idea to write, but since i’v already look for the word starawberry in my poem store..let’s read it, and enjoy it…

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Wild Strawberry

Are Wild Strawberries really wild?
Will they scratch an adult, will they snap at a child?
Should you pet them, or let them run free where they roam?
Could they ever relax in a steam-heated home?
Can they be trained not to growl at the guests?
Will a litterbox work or would they leave a mess?
Can we make them a Cowberry, herding the cows,
Or maybe a Muleberry, pulling the plows,
Or maybe a Huntberry chasing the grouse,
Or maybe a Watchberry guarding the house,
And though they may curl up at your feet oh so sweetly,
Can you ever feel that you trust them completely?
Or should we make a pet out of something less scary,
Like the Domestic Prune or the Imported Cherry,
Anyhow, you’ve been warned and I will not be blamed
If your Wild Strawberry cannot be tamed.

Wild Strawberries by Shel Silverstein, courtesy of The Strawberry Temple